Delurking because I've spazzed all over the net except in my own blog.

KAME IN A NEW DRAMA!!!! *HYPERVENTILATES*

I seriously need to learn how to make big sparkly text.

HATERS CAN DIE.

Post-dental-surgery sucks. Not even Kame can distract me from the pain.

Nakama Yukie and Kame look SO GOOD together. Well, they also look good separately, but ya know what I mean...

They should get married like right now and make lots of pretty sparkly babies. It will be their gift to the entertainment industry. And the world in general.

( Skeleton!Yukata Yo! )

Yes, I'm using all my free time to catch up on years of Kame's acting career.

Hum, I thought the first half of the mystery thing was kinda blah. And I guess a lot of details was very coincidental. The killer must have been a very lucky person for things to have worked out. I managed to guess who it was. Not because I have l33t!logic skills like Hajime-chan. It was more of a gut feeling. Overall, in terms of mystery thrillers, I've seen better. They didn't have Kame-chan in them though. So.

( The obligatory pic spam )

Heads up to go_to_the_woods. I truly enjoyed our SPAZ yesterday. Here's to more SPAZZING in the future.

So after months of just letting the file sit in my hard drive, I finally watched YUUKI.

*starts bawling* KAMEEEEE~

It really was a tearjerker. Or maybe I just don't like seeing Kame with an incurable disease >.> Maa, I thought the ending was hopeful though.

Now excuse me while I go watch vids with Healthy!Genki!Kame.

NO! REALLY??

According to fan reports, Kame's new solo is entitled "I'm a man". My first reaction was, "What the hell?". Did Kame suddenly develop insecurities from his 1582 solo? Because seriously, I'll beat up whoever teased/criticized him for his cross-dressing. However, after the scary-protective-fangirl mode evaporated, I'm now like...ROFL. Whatever you say, Kame-chan. *pats him on the head* We'll love you no matter what.

The title being "I'm a man" after his 1582 solo is probably just a coincidence though. It's possible that Masha had already written that song a while back and Kame just decided to perform it now. Anyways, I wanna see and hear Kame singing while playing the guitar! Can you imagine?? Kame with a GUITAR?? That's like the two loves of my life. Oh and there was also supposedly an ero dance similar to the one in Looking Con. The one which killed a thousand fangirls. Someone give me fancams.

Oh, and a thought. Kame should do a duet with Masha~

Randomly, my left hand fingernails are now glittery purple while my right hand fingernails are a nice shade of blue-green. Now I wanna try painting them black and putting studs in the form of a skull.

That makes men (straight ones, mind you) have not-so-straight reactions to him.

( The UNDENIABLE evidence )

In other news, Kame really should become a professional baseball player. He always looks so happy when playing~

Stormy weather. No classes and offices today.

I finally bought a Samsung U4 to replace my U3 which I accidentally left in a cab coz I'm an airhead like that.



It's not the most recent model but when I want an mp3 player, I just want an mp3 player. Not an overpriced gizmo packed with a bunch of useless widgets. *cough*iTouch*cough* Got a purple one which is really pretty especially when the screensaver and lights come on. Of course it doesn't just look pretty, the features are nifty too. Aside from more memory than the U3, it's now got 5 on-the-go playlists, better file organization and can record what's playing on the radio. Did I mention the pretty lights? As always, Samsung media players are more worth the money than their overrated ipod counterparts.

Anyways, I'm a happy camper now that I've got mobile music again. Can't believe how I missed just being able to randomly listen when I feel like it. I still kinda miss my U3 though. It's got sentimental value for me ^^;; And I still want a Samsung P3. Because I wanna take my videos with me too. Especially my Kame videos. Hehe. Can't find it anywhere in this country though. Sales people keep offering me iTouch >.> I would be forever grateful to anyone who can find me a P3.

Now that I actually have the time to make an LJ post I kinda forgot what Kame-related stuff I wanted to SPAZ about.

Last night I travelled to faraway Trinoma just so I could eat turtle pie again at Conti's. Malala na to.



I'm officially a goner. Brace yourself, I shall now SPAZ at you.


Doing this post made me come to the sad realization that my computer is suffering from a severe lack of Kame pics. I shall now proceed to rectify this unfortunate situation.

I realized I actually have a social life.

Passed by the college today. We were going to have a batch mini-reunion thing. I already span 3 batches as Ma'am Tacadao said. XD Fun, ne? I arrived about an hour early. Mainly because TinTin had resorted to badgering me to redeem her from her state of noncommunication. Meaning she was in the library with noone to talk to. So anyway, I got updated on her chosen pathways in life and then educated on cosmetics, fashion magazines and chick literature. Let's just say my feminine cultural development was delayed. But I'm working on it. Hum, then Div passed by. Literally. She said hi, chatted some, gave a few hugs and then said bye. Most of the peeps weren't there by five so we thought we'd just wait for them at Don Hen. And get a headstart on the food while we're at it. Few more people came and we had fun catching up. Tin had to leave before we went out for karaoke. :( Anyways, had lotsa fun singing too. XD And now my brain is mush. The pleasant kind of mush though. Will be going out again for a movie this weekend. God, I love being a bum.

Location: Almost Dreamland
Music: Yeng Constantino ; Pangarap Lang
Mood: satisfied

"Frighteningly though, knowing God does not exist, I find no reason to do right for I fear no more the fiery consequences of my misdemeanors."

That's taken from some essay someone wrote on the net somewhere. From what I gather, it's the writer's ponderings on her sentiments regarding the nonexistence of "God" if she ever found out that said entity didn't actually exist. I'm not gonna go into how *I* felt when that belief crumbled. However, I just wanted to rant about how people often feel like they'd have no "reason to do right" if hell didn't exist. Not that I believe in hell either.

Well for one thing, I personally see doing good not as a matter of consequence but as a matter of principle. I don't know about other people but I don't treat people with respect because I'm afraid I'll be condemned to eternal torment if I do otherwise. I respect people because, well, they're people. And that basically goes for the rest of what "doing right" entails as well.

I feel that good should be done for good's sake. Kind of like living life. People often separate their purpose in life from their life. When I feel that life itself is a purpose. You live it for its own sake. But I digress.

I'm not exactly sure why I'm writing this. Just felt like it. Oh but last night was the bomb. I'll maybe go into details another time. *shrug*

Wow. So, CRA Foundation 1 Training is over. And I'm...Tired. Drained. Exhausted. Overloaded with information. But also oddly satisfied. And accomplished. And I can't wait for the next one? @_@ It was actually fun...and I don't feel like going into details but there's so much stuff they don't teach us at school about clinical trials. It's like a whole new world opened up for me. It appears daunting, but also very inviting. It's like the other end of the spectrum. Whereas we got drilled on the very early stages of drug development in college, I'm now able to see what happens when you finally get to test those compounds on humans. Plus all the other elements that go with it. It seems exciting...I wanna explore! Ah anyways, I'm pretty much just rambling tonight. I'll *probably* go into detail another time...As for now, sleep sleep sleep!

Location: Between here and there
Music: Younha ; Houki Boshi
Mood: content

I'm so lucky. I have friends I don't deserve to have.

Location: Home
Music: Dilana ; Time After Time
Mood: loved

My Alchemy Toxicology Lesson for Today:

( Eating at McDonald's and Aggravating Global-Warming )

( High-Rise Buildings in Makati and Decrease in Durian Production )

Apparently, everything is interconnected. And watching Fullmetal Alchemist isn't a complete waste of time! *defensive fangirl*

Of course, that wasn't all we talked about...There were historically-important suicidal people, prominent families whose members liked to kill each other, greedy young wives who became wealthy young widows and intellectuals who studied mechanisms of toxicity because they had no social lives.

Ha! Toxicology can be fun! Let's see if I still feel that way after the first exam. >.> *toddles off to do homework*

*runs back* And I had a pleasant surprise visit from nucked_downward. *whaps him coz I care*

Location: Ruin and Creation's Passage
Music: Utada Hikaru ; Kremlin Dusk
Mood: nerdy

Ganked everything from lilang_luha

( FMA Memes )

Location: The Altar of Naught
Music: Dir en Grey ; Mask
Mood: hungry

Wow, this is exhaustion.

It's only the 2nd day of the semester and my body feels like it's about ready to give up. I'm so sleepy it's taking a lot of effort stringing two words together. But I wanna write in my journal coz who knows when I'll be able to write in it again.

( Academic rantings you most probably do not want to read )

On a brighter note! *yay moodswings* I finally got my schedule worked out. ^^ I have classes Mondays to Saturdays but I dun really care much. I'd even be willing to go to school every day coz it's my last friggin sem dammit. Oh, and that class I thought I'd have to take coz I lacked the required number of units...turns out they miscounted before so I don't have to take it anymore! Yay! Things worked out better than I expected ^^ I guess all my worrying beforehand was completely unnecessary.

Anyhoo, hopefully I'd still have time to read my yaoi during the sem. And watch my usual shows...I need sleep @_@ And 12 more hours in each day.

Location: Home
Music: Utada Hikaru ; Passion
Mood: drained

Note to self: Get 20th Century Boys out of your system before reading any other manga. It makes good manga seem mediocre. T_T

*huggles her Bleach*

( Bleach ch221-229 ramblings )

Buu...I miss reading volumes of Bleach. But I'm not that patient to wait months...

( 20th Century Boys worship )

Oh and I caught lilang_luha online yesterday. Coz I'm a stalker like that. XD I really enjoyed our chat, and I hope we get another chance to talk. ^^

We're leaving for Mall of Asia in the afternoon. And we're gonna see "Cars", yay! I wanna eat at Chef's again. I hope they have a branch there~

Location: Hall of Empty Melodies
Music: Pierrot; Answer
Mood: optimistic

Disclaimer: GetBackers are Copyright © Rando Ayamine & Yuuya Aoki / Kodansha, Ltd. Publishers / TBS, Inc. / KONAMI & Konami Computer Entertainment Japan.

A/N: This particular piece is a lot of firsts for me, although it's not my first fanfic per se. It *is* my first fanwork for the GetBackers fandom though. Also, my first fanfic in two years, my first fic written in third person POV and my first ever dark fic and lemon. ^^;; As such, comments and constructive criticism are very much welcome. ^^

And yes, I know it's such a crime to write something dark about Ban and Ginji because they are just so adorable. >.< But you'll forgive me, ne? ;)

( Recurrence )

Location: In front of my compy
Music: Utada Hikaru; Uso Mitaina "I Love You"
Mood: accomplished

( QuizMania )

I wanna watch "Cars" this weekend...I feel like sleeping again...maybe I'll do that.

Location: Betwixt and Between
Music: A Perfect Circle; Judith
Mood: lazy

So I went to bed at 6 in the evening and woke up at around 4 am. And it's weird coz I haven't felt so refreshed in a long time. I also feel really good right now. Got a message from one of my close friends that kinda "fluffed" me up. XD And lilang_luha's reply just kinda added to the fluff. Haha. Okay, so I'm in a good mood, and I dunno why, but I'm not gonna go looking for explanations and I'm just gonna enjoy it while it lasts. ^^

( National Geo's Wild Sex )

( FMA OTPs and OT3s )

Okay fine, I've gone from not slashing FMA so much to just plain slashing everyone. At least Bleach is still safe from my slashing. Which reminds me I've got 9 chaps of Bleach to read later yay!

I'm finally at the point of no return in Kingdom Hearts 2. And it just took me like a decade coz I procrastinate so much. Yeah, I even put off playing games coz I'm lazy like that.

Location: Home
Music: Nightwish; Nemo
Mood: chipper